life goes on

Sometimes it's the small things that count.


I feel incapable. I feel losing track of my life. There are so many things that I want to accomplish. But I feel like having no time and energy to achieve my goals. How am I going to change all these negative feelings into positive motivations?

Maldives 2015


“You are off to Great Places. Today is your day!

Your ocean is calling, so…get on your way!”

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“We don’t remember days. We remember moments.” – All the Bright Places

And all the moments that I can remember

were about you.

I still miss you.

I miss us.

It is my first time of making congee. I’m happy that sis likes it.

Thank you for loving me for who I am.

I hope u will understand, in spite of all that happened, you still mean the world to me.

2012 Resolutions

  1. Eat right – one veggie and fruit a day; drink a lot more water; cut back on coffee and tea
  2. Exercise regularly – run or go to gym once a week
  3. Spend more time with family
  4. Meet BFF regularly
  5. Volunteer
  6. Go on summer trip with bhjs buddies
  7. Travel solo
  8. Learn a new language
  9. Read 12 books
  10. Write journal once a week
  11. Pick up the piano again
  12. Go back to dancing class
  13. Cook regularly


Dear PP,

I still remember vividly how it happened. I burst into tears the moment you let go of my hands.  I couldn’t help crying until you came back for me. I missed you, for even just a couple of hours. That was the first time that you’ve left me in my life.  It’s my first day in school when I was 3.

Then, some years ago, I nearly ran out of tears the moment I let go of your hands. I didn’t know how to accept the fact that you wouldn’t come back again. That was the  last time that I’ve seen you in my life. My heart was broken.

PP, I miss you so bad…so bad that sometimes it hurts. I’m waiting for the day that we will meet again. Until then, RIP.



Weekend recap

Woke up at nine, had a shower, got dressed and had breakfast with Sis. I could feel the breeze and sunshine once I stepped out of the building. I love the weather today. It’s beautiful.
Rejected J’s invitation for the gradation photo-taking. I lied to her that I’m not free. I just don’t want to go. Look, we met less than once in a year, and we hardly talk. I was not connected with her in any way. And honestly, I do not like her. She is a weirdo. Why would someone want to write a 100 words in FB status and then 200-words commenting to oneself?
Currently reading Letters to Sam. It’s a collection of letters that Daniel wrote to his grandson Sam talking about love, loss and wisdom of life.  Daniel started writing to Sam when Sam was diagnosed autistic at the age of two. Every single word in the letters has touched my heart. I went through the pages with tears.
I really enjoy reading. It, in one way, connects me with the world; and in other ways, changes the way I see the world.